Saturday, April 30, 2005 11:11 PM
Guess what, next month this time round will be the start of june holidays! yeah!!

Damn sickening, i happily thought that i wont be able to attend lesson on tues becos of syf, then today they said that we are going back to school after we finish watching vjc. walao, after vj is jj, i want to see xy one. argh, and im gonna miss mj too, i so wanna see guo lao shi conducts. after that we have to go for lesson from 12pm to 3pm. wad the hell. then go back to SCH again for the results.

Anyway had co dazu today. alot of seniors came back. there's this particular senior, he kept asking us to smile. so everyone was like damn irritated. i mean i dont want to smile why you keep forcing me, then morever im super tired cos i slept at 2am the night before. imagine everyone smiling, i think we will look damn retarded. i mean you smile a bit can lar, no need the whole 15 mins also smile right. and he kept saying my movement not big enough, i tell you i move A LOT already, it's the blazer that made the movements look small. then right, the moment we stop playing, he will cheong straight to us with the scores, then start to talk talk talk. and today tek complimented the various sections, he praised chui guan, cello bass blah blah. but he merely just mentioned tan bo, anw i sort of expected it since tan bo ppl always pon co. haha, can tell that tek dont really like us.

Brought zr home to practise, kinda reluntant but i dont want to dui bu qi myself, and njco, yea as much as i detest the co. if we dont get what we want to get right, at least we can tell ourselves that we have done our best and we should be proud of what we have gotten. but if i dont prac right, i dunoe but i will feel guilty. no point regretting about not practising enough cos it will be too late already right. even if i cant perfect all the technical parts, at least i knew that i have tried my best le. yup and this's gonna be my very last hueyue syf le. =(

3 more days to go!